I've been having a difficult time these past few weeks. I've been feeling myself going downhill, and it's starting to come to a head. Though I am not dwelling on negative thoughts, I just don't feel happy. That's about it. No reason for it. Just feel wiped out, and I don't really want to be around people.
When I finished my craft corner, it was solely so I could have a place to get away from the world. Just sometimes you need to get away, and that's how I've been feeling lately.
I knew this was coming. It's crazy that I can now understand my feelings and know when this is happening. At least now I can tell myself it's just my depression, but it doesn't make it any easier. Last week I spoke to both my doctors about upping my meds and trying to work on how to handle moments like this. All I can do is sit and wait now for things to kick in, and continue to work on myself through the help of my therapist.
Don't have much more to say. Just feeling mentally exhausted and ready for my weekend. Ready for this feeling to go away.
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