Just Remember

Alright, so I have failed a bit on writing. Totally blame it on being too mentally exhausted from work. I love my job and my coworkers, but am having such a difficult time with my manager. The constant rude comments and eye rolls just drains me. However I know I'm good no matter what she thinks. Just because my way is different doesn't mean it's not right. Either way, I've been having to delve into my mind and remind myself of this as she has made me feel like a failure.

I think back to Boston and all I learned there. I gained so much from everyone and received so many compliments on my work. I still have some of the notes sent to me by coworkers for doing well on intense days. If only those days were back again, but I'm here, so I need to just keep them with me in my heart. There's just no pleasing some people, so it's time to ignore her and just go on.

A few other things I need to remember...

• Self-care is not selfish.
• Sleep doesn't solve my problems.
• Coloring is very therapeutic.
• Being there for the little moments has a big impact.
• Stolen moments though fleeting, can last for a long time.

Just have to keep pushing through.